20 June 2012

I didnt mean it...

I didnt mean it.... Im sorry if I misled you... I didnt mean it.  I think my eyes said hi long before my lips moved.... I knew you not... to me you had no name... no story, just a nice shape, a pretty face....
Our paths crossed, and we comforted each other.... I lied to you... lied without words.... now you want the lie, and I cant deliver...go away!!!!  
I never said it, but I knew you heard it.... I didnt mean it.  If only I could have been half the man I pretended to be.... 

27 March 2012

The mind wanders...

Here i am... standing at the edge. Sitting here. No love. No thoughts. Just here. Live. Living. Dreaming with my eyes wide open. Waiting for you. Loving you when you get here. feeling you . Touching you. Being you.
If only there was another way though. To experience this.... emotion Feeling... A way without pain, fear, .... now im anxioius. Trapped inside myself... I miss you.