The mind wanders...

Here i am... standing at the edge. Sitting here. No love. No thoughts. Just here. Live. Living. Dreaming with my eyes wide open. Waiting for you. Loving you when you get here. feeling you . Touching you. Being you.

If only there was another way though. To experience this.... emotion Feeling... A way without pain, fear, .... now im anxioius. Trapped inside myself... I miss you.